You’re smart I know you can solve it.
I don’t even know where i’m going anymore. I don’t want anyone to b near me or talk to me. I want to get away from everyone and be self destructive. I don’t want people to try and stop me; not even my closest friends. I hope they do well in life but right now i feel more and more alone even when i am with them i feel alone. I’m going to push everyone away and try and keep people away by hurting them. I’m sorry. But that’s what i want to do.